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So, looks like I'm hermiting for the weekend.
Played a bunch of EQ yesterday, and ended up having a really good time, right up until the very end. Something happened that I can't do anything about, and while I don't have the right to complain about how things went down, it still makes me disappointed, and somewhat demoralized. The problem is that I can see the other side of the situation, and I know that I would handle it differently, if positions were reversed, but I also know that I wouldn't ever BE in that position, because of my personality. So it's a moot point.
Seriously thought about going up to Milwaukee to join some friends who were going to a themed bar called the Safehouse. Once I got out of EQ, I was in a poor mood, and decided that I would just watch the Lord of the Rings special edition DVD that I got. And found that it's probabably a good thing that I didn't go... I coudln't concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes most of the night. I kept pausing the movie and going to look stuff up on the web, then surfing for a bit, then going back to the movie. Even got back into EQ for a few minutes, but was having connection problems, and got back out fairly quickly.
I was restless, but didn't have any impetus to go anywhere. At least, that's how I feel about it now that I think about last night. Once I let my friends know that I wouldn't be joining them for plans during the day, but that I might drive up to the Safehouse on my own later, I never thought about leaving the house again. Not sure of the whys or wherefores... Just didn't feel like going anywhere, but didn't have anything in particular that I wanted to do at home.
Trying to decide what to do today... I could (of course) play EQ all day. But I'm still somewhat irked about how things went down yesterday, so I'm not real keen on jumping back in. But I don't have any other plans, and I'm not sure I want to go out. I'd like to be able to take a nap this afternoon, to try and catch up on my sleep. Which makes going out more problematic, since it's already 11am. I've been thinking about going to see a movie on my own, but I don't know what's out there, and haven't looked yet.
I feel like somethings missing, or wrong. But I don't know what, and I don't know where to start looking.
Played a bunch of EQ yesterday, and ended up having a really good time, right up until the very end. Something happened that I can't do anything about, and while I don't have the right to complain about how things went down, it still makes me disappointed, and somewhat demoralized. The problem is that I can see the other side of the situation, and I know that I would handle it differently, if positions were reversed, but I also know that I wouldn't ever BE in that position, because of my personality. So it's a moot point.
Seriously thought about going up to Milwaukee to join some friends who were going to a themed bar called the Safehouse. Once I got out of EQ, I was in a poor mood, and decided that I would just watch the Lord of the Rings special edition DVD that I got. And found that it's probabably a good thing that I didn't go... I coudln't concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes most of the night. I kept pausing the movie and going to look stuff up on the web, then surfing for a bit, then going back to the movie. Even got back into EQ for a few minutes, but was having connection problems, and got back out fairly quickly.
I was restless, but didn't have any impetus to go anywhere. At least, that's how I feel about it now that I think about last night. Once I let my friends know that I wouldn't be joining them for plans during the day, but that I might drive up to the Safehouse on my own later, I never thought about leaving the house again. Not sure of the whys or wherefores... Just didn't feel like going anywhere, but didn't have anything in particular that I wanted to do at home.
Trying to decide what to do today... I could (of course) play EQ all day. But I'm still somewhat irked about how things went down yesterday, so I'm not real keen on jumping back in. But I don't have any other plans, and I'm not sure I want to go out. I'd like to be able to take a nap this afternoon, to try and catch up on my sleep. Which makes going out more problematic, since it's already 11am. I've been thinking about going to see a movie on my own, but I don't know what's out there, and haven't looked yet.
I feel like somethings missing, or wrong. But I don't know what, and I don't know where to start looking.
